Lost Masculinity

[DEL]

I'm trying to remember the last time I really felt like a Man...whenever it was I sure hope I made the most of it.

[looneylane]

You sound like a real man who wants to be doing more than they are.....Thanks for your honesty my friend!

[Hollywood]

Del, you are the man.

I go thru the same thing. Then I think back on what I did when I was healthy and I helped a lot   of people. So I try to focus on that.

It's hard to go from being the helper to asking for help. I still get a lump in my throat if I have to ask for help.

[foxgrove]

Hey... what's the bs definition of MAN that we're supposed to feel like. I'd like to kick it in the not so distant past I think we were talking about what it means to be a man... so the brain knows but that whole feeling thing, man does that ever leave??? It's like it haunts us forever. What a rotten deal!

all that to say, yeah, I get you. By our standards you are one buff dude. Just wish I had some way for you to feel it. Chin up, bro. Nobody can tell you how to feel but I hope you never have to wonder how we feel about you.

[denny]

 I dont believe ive had that expirence.