"Losing yourself

[Bob]

My previous pain doc (he retired) told me that fibromyalgia causes you to "Lose yourself".  I didn't understand that until I finally had enough relief until my pain finally became manageable.  (still have it but...) THEN I found , hiding behind the pain, anxiety, depression and PTSD.

I have been an angry man.  I just didn't have control (u9ntil now) finally having found a solution to my psych issues I finally feel that I have the tools to stop myself from doing or saying something .  this is something I could never do.

My anger, and lack of control, hurt my family (mainly my wife),  You might even say I was emotionaly abusing her (God help me!) .  but after taking GABA my anger is nearly gone.  I would say that mine is now a normal ANGER response.

I feel like a new man and everyone I know can see the diff. 

does this make sense?

[ronr]

Oh yea, plenty of sense.

[Robby]

I can definitely understand where you are coming from.

[foxgrove]

Yeah... I can totally relate. I struggle daily to try to be the kind of person I'd like to live with and generally fail miserably.